Down the Trail

Guardian Yearlong blog post originally posted on 8/18/13

Down the Trail:

We are going down the trail

Through brush and bog

Crossing meadows climbing hills

We are going somewhere!

Northwest with canoe

East with packframes

South to the fishing lake

And west for that is where

The river leads up north again.

Back were we started or finished

Or back were we shall once again return

On the trail that is.

Climbing the hill of fear

Swimming in the lake of surrender

Lost in a bog of confusion

Caved and trapped in our own minds

We’re walking in circles!

I’m reversing, backing up; returning.

Stumbling over some roots

Face first to the earth I hit my head

Lose conscious for a moment

Aho! These are my roots! Our roots.

Wandering from dawn to dusk in the big bog to the north

Through Alder, Cedar, Spruce, Balsams and Tamarack.

And up on a little bog island where bunch berries grow in abundance.

I lay down on this soft forest floor of sphagnum moss

Just for a while

Join the seemingly enternity of ancients

“Ah! I wonder what is for dinner!?”

I dip my fire making stick, that I made without tools, in water

And still manage to make a fire.

It is an achievement!

I rip my trousers on some raspberries

and go for a long nap.

Nothing was accomplished

In my mind

We are all walking

It is the thought that we are going somewhere

That keeps us sane.

“We make the path by walking

You walker there are no roads

Only wind trails on the sea” – Antonio Machado

Ask me what I am doing, and I’ll say, “This is what I’m doing.”

Sure we are setting up tarps with sticks only, using packframes we made out of wood and learning to carry our homes on our backs, making fire by friction without knifes or tools, learning to read the stories of a feather we find, making waterproof birch bark bowls for easy travel, learning tracks and signs of wild animals, to navigate in a big bog, tan hides, and make raw hide containers, learning to have an inner compass and how to run and walk like water flows and see how a river is formed

But really

We are just on the trail.